Sometime before I left America to move from the Philippines
to Thailand, God gave me a vision regarding the issue of human trafficking in
Thailand. The vision was very abstract but full of meaning. I saw the aerial
picture of the nation of Thailand and it was nighttime because I could see the
lights flickering all over the nation. In this vision I was working alongside
God to bring freedom to the captives enslaved in the issue of human trafficking.
I was next to Him and I was focused on all the fruit coming forth as we
co-labored in this endeavor. Our hands were moving in the air symbolizing the
work we were both doing in the nation of Thailand. I told Him, “Daddy, look at
all the women that are being impacted!” The joy I experienced was
unexplainable. I knew that we were working together and that lives were being
transformed. But what came out of His mouth in response to this floored me. He
said, “I’m too busy looking at you!” I could feel His eyes of love penetrating
the depths of my soul. This experience marked me for life. About a month ago I
was honored to see two friends that I met at the bar give their lives to the
Lord. All we did was to love them and honor them into the kingdom. It was
completely effortless because it was in God’s heart to make them a part of His
family. He always fulfills that which He promises. Above all the lives that
will be impacted because of the things He’s called me to do in this nation,
what I want most from Him is to continue to keep His eyes on me and mine on
His. The posture and desire of my heart is to love Him above everything. I want
it to be love that compels me to go into darkness.
